Akx47

The loneliness that encompasses us, when separated from loved ones over a long period of time. Is soul crushing, It reverts you to your most darkest hours. When surrounded by your material objects they hold a memory for every person you miss. Why did he have so many things that reminded me of him? Its hard enough missing everyone, on top of being constantly reminded of you. I wont admit to you though. There are consequences for each action you make. Every step I take is in a direction even I'm not so sure of. I don't know what this summer will lead up too, things have a way of rolling out in front of me. So many occurances have been w

Soooo..... I miss drawing, but along with so many other things I did.... Drawing on the computer Died along with my laptop.... =_=' I Really just miss being the computer in general other than school I rarely get to go online.... unless it is via mobile. Soo.. living with roommates you are constantly with people whether it be your roommates or their visitors.. It helps from getting lonely... But doesn't help getting crowded. Like this weekend..... ._. But it was a good weekend.. but we had freaking three sleepovers... plus we added a new roomie.... and and and and .-. Oh well I couldn't help getting frustrated all weekend....

I miss the passion I had... for the things I now call small hobbies..... I miss the feeling I got... when that song came on......... I miss the fury I felt... when they tried to shoot me down.... I miss the rush I got... when I got away with those things.... I miss the hate I felt... when I didn't get my way..... I miss the high I aquired... when pain would ease me.... I miss the strength of the emotions I had.... Only years ago..